okay well kiddies.
it's the LAST real day of school.

time to staighten up your additudes and get ready to write your exams.

i personally wish you all the best of luck<3

It's my birthday

i just thought everyone should know
<3

Friday- almost got hit by a car and that was fucking scary. and if i would have been like literally one step more then i was, i probably wouldnt be here now. then thomas desided that he wants to take a break until june when he moves here because he hated the long distance and shit..
oh yeah i bought bright orange paint for my bedroom. ill show pics when we've painted it.

Saturday- worked for 8 hours. found out that my grandpa has a tomour on his lung and he probably wont make it much longer..

Today- worked 8 and a half hours and i keep breaking down because im so stresssed out..

but tomorow i get to go for my interveiw at the Sportsman. everyone keeps telling me that ill get the job and im really hoping i do.
best part is that theres NO uniforms.

oh and im buying Guitar Hero 2 when it comes out on the 4th lol. im savin' my cash JUST for that. i need something to get my mind off all this shit.

i sware on my life ill try to actully DRAW something. time is a pressious thing for me. when i find some ill use it. i promase.

WELL.

Update time.
Okay, well you see, i meet this boy and he kinda' stole my heart.
go see him.
he =AMAZING<3



I've been the happiest i've wanted to be in a LONG time.
Ever since New Years, things have been shooting up.
i'm just hoping i don't crash and burn.

i'll be updating some shit later. sorry theres been kinda' nothing-ness for a while.

<3

so. today basiclly toke it in the ear.

i'm royally pissed off.
some people just don't know when they are being selfish.

if this "certain person" reads this. i want them to know thay im still pissed off. but i want to work things out. we just need to talk. becuase im so sick of coming in like.. 2nd.

and carla, love.
thanks so much for talking with me today. i really, really needed someone who cares to talk to.

the wait of the world is crushing me.
im not that big..

come on.
i'm 5'4.

and if this is the season where love finds you,

mine must be hiding.

Oh yeah and.. uhm Merry Belated Christmas Everyone<3